TRUST

BELIEVE ME DEAR,
SOMETIMES YOU JUST SO HARD TO TRUST.
DON'T GIVE ME ANY FALSE HOPE.
COZ I HATE IT SO MUCH!

Setiap Kepahitan Ada Manisnya

Alhamdulillah..
Terima Kasih Ya Allah..
Dalam setiap dugaan yang Kau beri..
Pahit & Sakitnya..
Namun hadirnya kemanisan yang Kau anugerahkan..
Alhamdulillah..
Hambamu ini mampu bertahan..
Kau kurniakan aku seorang Ibu yang tabah & menjadi idolaku..
Kau kurniakan aku sebuah Keluarga yang berada disisiku..
Kau kurniakan aku seorang Insan yang tak jemu-jemu menyokongku..
Kau juga hadiahkan kecermelangan akademikku..
Terima Kasih Ya Allah..
Alhamdulillah..

::A Night To Remember::

I wish I could Fly Like A Bird
Free To Fly

Me & Angah
Setelah Selamat Tiba Di Rumah

Just 3 Of Us Tonight
Me, Adik & Angah

Why Tonight Is the Night To Remember?

Setelah seharian penat mengemas umah.
fuh~
Sampai ke malam baru stop.
Tetiba Angah cakap "Kak Long, jom g TC (Telok Chempedak)".
Diriku ini yang sememangnya penta dan malas pun berkata "Da malam ni, da lewat, bahaya kang."
Actually tak de pe2 pon.
We all selalu lepak sana tapi dsebabkan malas buat la alasan.
Pikir pula kena drive lg.
Haih....
Angah & Adik bersemangat waja memujuk ni.
Kesian plak.
Sy pun berkata lagi.
"G la tanya Ibu."
Tak dapat cakap ngan Ibu sebab Ibu sibuk, customer ramai.
Then tanya Ayah.
Ayah pun mengizinkan.
Then sy berkata lagi.
"G la tanya Abg Apip."
Sebenarnya gurau je ngan Angah, tak sangka dibuatnya btul2.
Abg Apip pun mengizinkan.
Disebabkan kesian.
Sy pun bawa la mereka berdua berjalan.
Kesian diorg da lama tak berjalan.
Ambil angin pantai.
Tenangkan minda sambil makan Sundae.
PERFECT!
Snap pic like always.
Waktu yang kami peruntukkan di TC sekejap je.
BUT.
It was Sweet, Simple moments.
Before balik rumah, Adik suruh singgah Pantai Selamat (mini market, namanya ni).
Belikan dia roti, cheese & burger.
Setibanya di rumah.
Sy & Adik pun buat la burger ayam with cheese.
Fantastic!
Semuanya tak dirancang tp Semuanya berjalan dgn lancar.

I JUST LOVE THE MOMENTS.

T-SHIRT

Hey, let me tell you know.

Trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never used to go out without ya, not sure I remember how to.
Gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
I'm a step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In bed I lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I couldn't get past the door and, now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldn't even leave my apartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

I miss YOU.

::dedicated to my girls::

The Prelawrians


My girls from Uitm, Sungai Petani, Kedah.
We are the PL2D girls.

Consist of:

1. Miracle Party Girls
She is Baby.
Such a party girl.
She used to be a party girl.

2. Antique Dreaming
She is Ummu.
Loves to dream about lots of things.
Such a lover too.

3. Sweet Poodle
She is Shakila.
Such a sweet girl.
A guy, once said she's the mother.

4. Sugary Cafe au Lait
She is Laili.
Such a cafe latte girl.
Don't ever separate her with Starbuck.

5. Everyday B Girl
She is Syafira.
She is always Syafira.
Have fun!

6. Wild & Sexy Tune
She is Didi.
The sexy one.
Never ever loosing those wild & sexy things.

7. Get Ready Summer
She is Ely.
The girl who always ready with everything.
Tough girl too.

The FLWbers

My girls from MSU, Shah Alam, Selangor.
We are the Foundation of Law girls.

Consist of:

1. Sugary Cafe au Lait.
She is Ain MJ.
The youngest one.
Yes you are.

2. Sweet Poodle.
She is Aien Rani.
Such a sweet girl.
The sweetness.

3. Antique Dreaming.
She is Nora.
Such a poetic.
A classic girl too.

4. Sow White.
She is Ayu.
Her face is white as snow.
Such a soft girl.

5. Wild & Sexy Tune.
She is Ira.
Outgoing girl.
Move on girl.

6. Get Ready Summer.
She is Sarah.
Always prepare.
The 'kepoh' one.

7. Everyday B Girl.
She is Kaisya.
Happy go lucky girl.
HYPERACTIVE.

8. Happy Graduation.
She is Cheda.
One of the best student.
Keep it up girl!

9. I Wanna Be a Boy.
She is Pza.
She used to be boyish style.
But now, she is such a sweet & feminine girl.

The Benumians

My girls from PLKN, Benum Hill, Pahang.
We are the Alpha Company girls.

Consist of:

1. Wild & Sexy Tune.
She is Anin.
She is herself.
She is wild & sexy.

2. Sugary Cafe au Lait.
She is Pika.
She makes you smiles.
She's the one.

3. Sweet Poodle.
She is Atin.
The sweet girl.
Such a caring sis.

The Afzanians

My girls from Afzan Girl School,Kuantan, Pahang.
We are the 5 Cekap girls.

Consist of:

1. Everyday B Girl.
She is Nik.
Outgoing girl.
Active girl too.

2. Antique Dreaming.
She is Pijah.
Such a novelist.
Sometimes can be quite passive.

3. Sweet Poodle.
She is Syaza.
The kindness.
Sweet & Lovable.

p/s : I chose the figure not based on the look but based on the name & come from the heart.
Of course there are lots of sweet things that have not been listed out there.
You know how precious you are to me.
You girls always made my day.
X kisah la happy or sad.
You girls just made it.
THANK YOU SAYANGKU.

Don't Mess With My Man

Well, well, well.
Maybe some of u all akan pk yg title kali ni agak hangat.
Seolah2 mcm "I WARN U GIRLS OUT THERE!".
Kan? Kan? Kan?

Actually, sy baru je dgr lagu ni.
Baru je skjp.
Lagu ni da lama sbnrnya kan.
Nyanyian Nivea.
At the same time, sy baru je abis menonton sebuah drama yg mengisahkn pasangn bahgia yang mana kebahagiaannye di gugat oleh insan ke-3!
Mengalir2 hengus & air mata ni.
Ksian couple ni, halangan dlm percintaan diorg.
Diorg tetap stick together.
& diorg SWEET SANGAT!

The story happen this way:-
A : The Guy.
B : The Girl.
C : The Other Girl.

A & B da lama sgt b'cinta.
A seorg yg penyabar, baik hati, mcm prince charming la kan.
B penyabar, sensitif, manja.
Mereka berdua amt memahami satu sama lain.
Saling melengkapi satu sama lain.
Tolak ansur & selalu b'bincang utk selesaikn masalah mereka.
Namun bila datangnye si C, yg ntah datang dr ne ntah.
Yang tiba2 fall to A yang sgt charming & baik hati.
A pun layan C mcm biasa.
Namun C perasan lebih2 plak kan.
Dia mula rasa bibit cinta kt A.
WALAUPUN DIA TAU A SUDAH BERPUNYA!!!
GATAL!!!
A x sembunyikan kawan2 wanitanya, dia kenalkan kt B.
B dpt rasakn satu persaan yg aneh kt C.
Before this, x rs mcm ni pun kt kawan2 lain.
Tp kali ni pelik.
Perasaan mcm nk berebut agknya.
(Well, I think kita dpt rs kannya la kan).
B thinks positif & anggap x de apa2 yg berlaku.
Hanya mainan persaan.
Namun makin dia cuba lari, makin persaan tu dtg.
At the same time, C pula makin m'gatal ngn A.
CEMBURU.
Mustahil la perasaan ni x wujud dlm setiap pasangn bercinta.
Mesti ada walaupun sikit.
Bila B da x tahan, dia buat keputusan utk gtau A psl ni.
Discuss btul2 ngn A.
A mmg x de prasaan pun kat C walaupun sikit.
B percaya ckp A.
Da lama diorg bersama.
Mcm2 yang C buat supaya A jatuh cinta kat dia.
Namun, sikit pun x menggugat cinta A kat B.
Begitu juga B.
Dalam sgt cinta B kat A.
Yang si C ni memang la, dia guna psychology yg amat kuat nak gak dptkn A!
Nangis2 + gaduh2.
Jap, nk tau pe yg sweet, bila diorg da gaduh, da lpskan mrh.
Diorg mesti hug.
& say I LOVE U SO MUCH.
Both of them.
:'( OMG I'm crying peeps!
Setelah pelbagai rintangan yg diorg lalui, mcm2.
Jatuh bangun.
Semua nya sama2.
THEY NEVER GIVE UP ON EACH OTHER.

Pe yg korang agk kesudahan crita ni?
Guess la....;)
Spa btol, kite bg eskrem.:)

p/s : Buat Afif Sham, I will never give up on you!
I LOVE U SO MUCH!:)

::At Last::

Setelah beberapa jam menghabiskan masa untuk meng'upgrade'kan my page.
At last, ni la hasilnya.
Masih blh dibaiki. :)
Sronok gak wat mende ni.
Sambil menunggu pujaan hati tiba di rumahnya around 5am.
So, apa la salahnya kalau sy setlekan blog ni.
Well, well, well.
(mcm suara emas lak) :)
* Si kepoh2 sekalian pasti da tergelak kalau anda memahaminya.

Lepas ni, sy akan terus menulis.
Narrow it down; Menaip.
Dan terus menaip.
Mengisi masa lapang in about 1 month and few weeks.

Till then.:)

UPGRADE

HOME SWEET HOME

At last I'm home!!!!
Gosh! I'm definitely SO happy.
After a very stressful week at school.
It then turn into:
Those sweet moments with HIM.
And now most of the important thing that I keep thinking of it for quite a long time is be at home with my FAMILY.

Then at the same time.
I want to upgrade my blog.
Well, it takes time.
Of course.
And it still in process.
Until then.
So long..
:)

.CEPAT LA.

Dear Sygku & Chentaku Afif Sham.
Cepat la update blogmu.

p/s: Tak pasti la samada he's aware with this or not.

Kerana MEREKA adalah SAYA

I make decision to create this post because I just read Kerana MEREKA adalah SAYA at Nola's Blog.
That's so sweet sayangku.
She's one of my Girls.
One of my Girls that I met from the beginning the journey of my life at MSU.
I know that I have hurt her before but there she is, still there for me & support me.
How sweet you are sayangku.
Thank You Alot!
And sorry for hurting you.

Disaat aku dalam kejatuhan.
Disaat aku sedang merangkak.
Disaat aku sedang perit.
Aku hancur luluh.
Aku sakit perit.
Itulah hakikat yang terpaksa aku tempuhi.
Dia ada disana memberi sokongan dari jauh.

Walaupun dah lama aku menyepi.
Msg pon jarang sekali aku hantar.
Namun hakikatnya memori kita.
Pahit dan manis yang kita lalui, masih segar di ingatan.
And Gosh I miss those memories so much!
And I miss You too sayangku.

I know how You are there sayangku.
Remember that I'm here for you.

Kepada insan yang bernama Nor Rabiatul Bahari.
Aku sayang kamu.
Aku rindu kamu.
Semua ini tidak perlu di ungkapkan kerana ia datang dari hati.

Seribu Penghargaan

Minggu minggu lalu merupakan minggu yang paling sukar untuk ku jalani.
Perit & pahit.
Di kesempatan ini, seribu pengharagaan aku ingin sampaikan.
Aku ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada insan-insan tersebut yang berada di sisiku di kala aku memang tengah serabut, sakit perit, hancur luluh:

1. Ibu & Ayah

2. Angah

3. Abang

4. My girls (u know who u are)

Tanpa mereka I'm LOST.
Totally LOST.

Ibu & Ayah:
Terima Kasih ibu ayah.
Call k.long everyday to make sure that I'm ok.
Tenangkan k.long everyday.
Sanggup dengar k.long menangis from far.
Thank You Alot.
I love U Ibu Ayah.

Angah:
Tq Angah.
U are the best sis ever.
Sehati sejiwa kita ni.
Awak nangis, k.long nangis.
K.long nangis, awak nangis.
Kita share banyak story this couple weeks kan.
Thank You Alot.
I love U Angah.

Abang:
Abang.Abang.Abang.
The nearest person with me.
Sampai ibu call tanye ayg ok x?
Ayg nak minta maaf kat abang.
Ayg emosi yang terlampau sampai abang terkena tempias nya.
Kesian abang.
Tq alot bang sebab always be there for me.
Tenangkan ayg dr Malinja ke Masria.
Thank You Alot.
I love U Abang.

My girls:
I've make my decision not to mention any name at all.
My girls come and go.
Only those people who knows what happen, understand me.
Di saat kite menangis, menjerit sampai tak tahan.
Sampai make decision last minute gi The Carnival & balik Kuantan.
Korang still support kite.
Tak lupa kepada my girl yang jauh nun di Langat.
Walaupun kamu tak mengerti namun kamu masih memberi sokongan kat aku.
Tq sayang-sayangku sekalian.
Thank You Alot.
I love U all Girls.

Meet My Drugs

I don't know whthr I spell it rite or not.
Hentam sj la.
This is what I need to consume everyday.
Except for definite killer.
(ambil bila perlu)
Such a boring life when u need to depends on those drugs.
I carry them everywhere I go.
Not fogetting minyak cap kapak, minyak yuyi & vicks.
Like it or not.
I need to LOVE them.
Or else.....
Don't know what will happen.
At the moment,
Alhamdulillah.
Thank God that everytime I forgot to carry them (those drugs) , my abang & my girls are there for me to carry me.
Thank You Alot!


Don't be panic people!
Just pray & support me then I'll be fine.
:)

::your guardian angel::

When I see your smile.
Tears run down my face I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out.
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing.
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter.
I can show you I'll be the one.

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
Cuz I'm here for you.
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay.

Use me as you will.
Pull my strings just for a thrill.
And I know I'll be okay.
Though my skies are turning gray.

::hard to be me::

My sis says that I should tell the truth.
My friends say that I should tell the truth.
Or else no one knows.
But the truth is painful.
Damn painful.
Trust me that no one will believe me.
If the truth is reveal.
People will see me as bad girl.
I'm the bad side.
Ugly me.
Because she is someone "NICE" I guess.
She is no longer the person that I know before.
She's GONE.
Far away.
Nothing special about her.
She is just typical girl.

What I'm going to do:

* Treat her the same as everyone else.
* No more depends on her.
* Everyone is my best friends.
* Everyone is my sisters.

!!attention!!

24 October 2008

Anak.

You are grown up.
You will be 19 teen soon.
Ibu & Abah are so proud.
We will celebrate it together kay sayang.
Unfortunately without Abah :(

We LOVE you anak.

Everyone Attention
This Friday is HER Birthday.
So, paham2 lah ye. ;)

F.O.C.U.S

Final Exam just around the corner

30.10.2008
Preparatory For MUET
(BEL 260)

1.11.2008
Introduction To Law II
(MTC037)

4.11.2008
Introduction Social Psychology
(MTC039)

7.11.2008
Legal Research And Library Processing Skills
(MTC038)

10.11.2008
Introduction To Critical Thinking
(BEL313)

::WISH ME LUCK::

My Heartbeat

(Heartbeat - Ibu, Ayah, Angah, Afiz & Adik)

Them

What else I can be without them?
What else will happen without them?
I'm giving all my love to them.
I'm nothing without them.
Them; complete me.
Them; everything to me.
I'll do anything, everything to make them happy.
I'm proud to be with them.
Nothing else in this world can challenge them.
Everywhere I go, it will never be the same as Home with them.
No matter whoever out there said that I am part of their family, I don't give a damn because I only have them.
My OWN FAMILY is THEM.
No matter what happen, I'm going to stick with them.
Best thing is to be with them.
Them come first.
Them; My Everything.
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!

(Heartbeat - Abang)

Him

Him is a new chapter of my life.
Him is such an abang, such a friend, such a sayang, such a lover.
Him make me laugh whenever my family not around.
Him, Him, Him.
One and only him.
No matter what people said about him, I don't give a damn because I know him.
Just like my Family do trust him.
Him make me cry but still I love him.
Him; always there.
Always there for me.
I'll do anything for him.
Just like what him do for me.
MY OWN LOVER is HIM.
Him come second.
Him; My everything.
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!