Kerana MEREKA adalah SAYA

I make decision to create this post because I just read Kerana MEREKA adalah SAYA at Nola's Blog.
That's so sweet sayangku.
She's one of my Girls.
One of my Girls that I met from the beginning the journey of my life at MSU.
I know that I have hurt her before but there she is, still there for me & support me.
How sweet you are sayangku.
Thank You Alot!
And sorry for hurting you.

Disaat aku dalam kejatuhan.
Disaat aku sedang merangkak.
Disaat aku sedang perit.
Aku hancur luluh.
Aku sakit perit.
Itulah hakikat yang terpaksa aku tempuhi.
Dia ada disana memberi sokongan dari jauh.

Walaupun dah lama aku menyepi.
Msg pon jarang sekali aku hantar.
Namun hakikatnya memori kita.
Pahit dan manis yang kita lalui, masih segar di ingatan.
And Gosh I miss those memories so much!
And I miss You too sayangku.

I know how You are there sayangku.
Remember that I'm here for you.

Kepada insan yang bernama Nor Rabiatul Bahari.
Aku sayang kamu.
Aku rindu kamu.
Semua ini tidak perlu di ungkapkan kerana ia datang dari hati.

Seribu Penghargaan

Minggu minggu lalu merupakan minggu yang paling sukar untuk ku jalani.
Perit & pahit.
Di kesempatan ini, seribu pengharagaan aku ingin sampaikan.
Aku ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada insan-insan tersebut yang berada di sisiku di kala aku memang tengah serabut, sakit perit, hancur luluh:

1. Ibu & Ayah

2. Angah

3. Abang

4. My girls (u know who u are)

Tanpa mereka I'm LOST.
Totally LOST.

Ibu & Ayah:
Terima Kasih ibu ayah.
Call k.long everyday to make sure that I'm ok.
Tenangkan k.long everyday.
Sanggup dengar k.long menangis from far.
Thank You Alot.
I love U Ibu Ayah.

Angah:
Tq Angah.
U are the best sis ever.
Sehati sejiwa kita ni.
Awak nangis, k.long nangis.
K.long nangis, awak nangis.
Kita share banyak story this couple weeks kan.
Thank You Alot.
I love U Angah.

Abang:
Abang.Abang.Abang.
The nearest person with me.
Sampai ibu call tanye ayg ok x?
Ayg nak minta maaf kat abang.
Ayg emosi yang terlampau sampai abang terkena tempias nya.
Kesian abang.
Tq alot bang sebab always be there for me.
Tenangkan ayg dr Malinja ke Masria.
Thank You Alot.
I love U Abang.

My girls:
I've make my decision not to mention any name at all.
My girls come and go.
Only those people who knows what happen, understand me.
Di saat kite menangis, menjerit sampai tak tahan.
Sampai make decision last minute gi The Carnival & balik Kuantan.
Korang still support kite.
Tak lupa kepada my girl yang jauh nun di Langat.
Walaupun kamu tak mengerti namun kamu masih memberi sokongan kat aku.
Tq sayang-sayangku sekalian.
Thank You Alot.
I love U all Girls.

Meet My Drugs

I don't know whthr I spell it rite or not.
Hentam sj la.
This is what I need to consume everyday.
Except for definite killer.
(ambil bila perlu)
Such a boring life when u need to depends on those drugs.
I carry them everywhere I go.
Not fogetting minyak cap kapak, minyak yuyi & vicks.
Like it or not.
I need to LOVE them.
Or else.....
Don't know what will happen.
At the moment,
Alhamdulillah.
Thank God that everytime I forgot to carry them (those drugs) , my abang & my girls are there for me to carry me.
Thank You Alot!


Don't be panic people!
Just pray & support me then I'll be fine.
:)

::your guardian angel::

When I see your smile.
Tears run down my face I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out.
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing.
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter.
I can show you I'll be the one.

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
Cuz I'm here for you.
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay.

Use me as you will.
Pull my strings just for a thrill.
And I know I'll be okay.
Though my skies are turning gray.

::hard to be me::

My sis says that I should tell the truth.
My friends say that I should tell the truth.
Or else no one knows.
But the truth is painful.
Damn painful.
Trust me that no one will believe me.
If the truth is reveal.
People will see me as bad girl.
I'm the bad side.
Ugly me.
Because she is someone "NICE" I guess.
She is no longer the person that I know before.
She's GONE.
Far away.
Nothing special about her.
She is just typical girl.

What I'm going to do:

* Treat her the same as everyone else.
* No more depends on her.
* Everyone is my best friends.
* Everyone is my sisters.

!!attention!!

24 October 2008

Anak.

You are grown up.
You will be 19 teen soon.
Ibu & Abah are so proud.
We will celebrate it together kay sayang.
Unfortunately without Abah :(

We LOVE you anak.

Everyone Attention
This Friday is HER Birthday.
So, paham2 lah ye. ;)

F.O.C.U.S

Final Exam just around the corner

30.10.2008
Preparatory For MUET
(BEL 260)

1.11.2008
Introduction To Law II
(MTC037)

4.11.2008
Introduction Social Psychology
(MTC039)

7.11.2008
Legal Research And Library Processing Skills
(MTC038)

10.11.2008
Introduction To Critical Thinking
(BEL313)

::WISH ME LUCK::

My Heartbeat

(Heartbeat - Ibu, Ayah, Angah, Afiz & Adik)

Them

What else I can be without them?
What else will happen without them?
I'm giving all my love to them.
I'm nothing without them.
Them; complete me.
Them; everything to me.
I'll do anything, everything to make them happy.
I'm proud to be with them.
Nothing else in this world can challenge them.
Everywhere I go, it will never be the same as Home with them.
No matter whoever out there said that I am part of their family, I don't give a damn because I only have them.
My OWN FAMILY is THEM.
No matter what happen, I'm going to stick with them.
Best thing is to be with them.
Them come first.
Them; My Everything.
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!

(Heartbeat - Abang)

Him

Him is a new chapter of my life.
Him is such an abang, such a friend, such a sayang, such a lover.
Him make me laugh whenever my family not around.
Him, Him, Him.
One and only him.
No matter what people said about him, I don't give a damn because I know him.
Just like my Family do trust him.
Him make me cry but still I love him.
Him; always there.
Always there for me.
I'll do anything for him.
Just like what him do for me.
MY OWN LOVER is HIM.
Him come second.
Him; My everything.
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!